exactly. couldn’t have said it better myself.
I need to stop eating. I need to feel what it’s like to be in control again. I felt more in control when I was starving myself than I do now.
These pictures were taken when I was 16. It was just around the end of my anorexia and at my lowest weight. Those jeans were size 0. (I’m a size 4 right now) You can tell how thin my arms and wrists were. and how bony my collarbone was.
People can be anorexic without LOOKING anorexic.
So many people use the term ’anorexic’ to describe a really thin person’s body type. But the fact of the matter is, someone can still be anorexic and still have a relatively normal figure… I mean, yes, eventually they will start to look anorexic. I was anorexic for about two and a half years, but I was only noticeably skinny towards the end.