exactly. couldn’t have said it better myself.
I need to stop eating. I need to feel what it’s like to be in control again. I felt more in control when I was starving myself than I do now.
These pictures were taken when I was 16. It was just around the end of my anorexia and at my lowest weight. Those jeans were size 0. (I’m a size 4 right now) You can tell how thin my arms and wrists were. and how bony my collarbone was.
So many people use the term ’anorexic’ to describe a really thin person’s body type. But the fact of the matter is, someone can still be anorexic and still have a relatively normal figure… I mean, yes, eventually they will start to look anorexic. I was anorexic for about two and a half years, but I was only noticeably skinny towards the end.